8:40 PM
Friday, March 09, 2007
Happiness is not defined by the things that one have... in a material sense... Happiness from the people you have around you... The people that truely care... that know how you feel... how you think... and always try to be there... Try is an understatement... Cause you know they always are there...
It's these people that truely matter in life... These people will always try their best to be there... and bring a smile to your face... You know they try to protect you... but we don't need to say it out loud... We just need to know... Family is like that... and we love them for that... (No matter how much silly stuff they get themselves into...) But apart from all that, we can hardly find people that know as deep enough cause of ourself protection... All of us probably have protected ourselves very carefully in any one time of our lives... Some of us get over it... Some of us don't... People sometimes don't realise how little they know bout someone... Not that they don't care... most of the time its enough to just know a person... So it's not realli easy to find someone that truely cares, and know you well enough... Cause it's hard to fully put your trust in someone... That requires a lot of courage... Sometimes we have lots to say but there are just too little words that we can use... We just need to know that time will do it's job eventualli and the words will come... Even if it doesn't we just need to be there and understand that nothing is easy... Mutual understanding is the best thing that we can find in a friend... We don't need to say anything... Presence speaks for itself... We don't want to lose things in life... So we have to learn that cherishing what we have now is wad is impt... And i'm happy today... realli happy... for reasons i know and it's enough...
haha... i sound so emo... not that much ppl will make sense out of this... lol...
9:46 PM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
finally after long and gruelling nights... stress has faded away and slepiness has set in... ct1 is over.. i'm not realli happy bout it... no confidence to do well in anything this time... not even in bio.... shitz... (did i just say that??) anyway... there's finalli time to sort of stop awhile and take a look at my surroundings... mayb cause i've been shutting things out of my mind just cause of the tests... well... no point bothering bout that now too... wad's done is done... wad else can i say?? sianz la..