6:32 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
well here i am again... i guess... just wanted to blog again... well my blogging trend quite irregular... wad can i say... i only do wad i like... which i do believe is wad i just did this afternoon between the time i got let off from my lessons and the science research h3 meeting... lol... but i think whatever i did was rather weird... haha... i call it spending quality time with myself... now you see why i think its weird??? well due to that 2 hours or so of "break" i decided to just do wad i wanted just for today... lol... i dun do this often anyway... according to that 16pf report (haha... some personality test thing the school made us take), i prefer to do things the down-to-earth way... AND not get thrown off track and into ideal fantasies... haha... sounds funni already... but there's really got to be a limit to all that... so yes i did wad i did... and i'm pretty pleased with myself... cheers to myself... haha...
talking so much i realised that i haven't even gone into wad i did do this afternoon... sorri for beating bout the bush ppl... haha... i actually went to parkway alone la.. did some shopping to satisfy my craving to spend some money... though i didn't have much to spend anyway... i'm like down to my last dollar already... then it hit me when i wanted to spend more money that i should have just paid the $15 class fund and have my ez link topped up tomorrow after i had asked my dad for pocket money... that would give me more spending allowance wouldn't it?? but on second thoughts... it's lucky that i only had ten bucks left... or i'd burn my week's allowance... haha... so i got a wonderful motiff printed wrapping paper from Prints... although according to my sister the shop is known as irints... haha... i don't care cause it's been known by me as print from the beginning... lol... things in there don't come cheap though.. so really nice way to waste money away... haiz... well wad done is done though... lol... won't regret what i've done... never done and never will... lol... haha... think i'm probably going to start some DIY project to amuse myself soon... haha... got some nice idea while i was at Prints... haha... then i went to mph planning to find some book to buy... conveniently forgetting that i had now less then 6 bucks in my pocket... by the time i realised i was waiting at the cafe for a cup of espresso alr... see why i'm down to my last dollar?? so i sat in the cafe reading the book that wei xin lent me today... haha... so i seriously spent my afternoon communing with the shopping mall... haha... sad stuff to be doing... lol... but i do love the occassional time i spend with me myself and i... well time to go...
---DrEaMs...HaPp|nEsS...bLeSs|nGs...LuCk...LoVe...
7:31 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
apparently, i won't tell you what my childish little desire is... but i'll let you in on one of my wishes...
6:49 PM
I guess I really have nothing to do rite now... see... who after exams will got nothing to do one?? haha... so here i am for the whole day in front of the com watching anime... haha... i think listen too much of jap will start to out of the blue sprout jap out of no where one... lol... watashiwa Shayne des.... i think whatever i heard just now sounded like that... haha... instead of just saying "what?" i think i've gone "nan des ka?" like the tenth time already... lol... but i think i know anything chim-er alr... well... watchin anime really makes ppl think bout stuff... then for the think too much kind of ppl like moi, naturally i start the tinking too much crap again... lol... so here goes nothing...
i think everybody has a secret childish desire even if they don't really say it...
even if ppl don't really sense it...
even if it's rather meaningless...
even if it doesn't potray their character...
even if it would never seem like them to have such thoughts...
but...
even if nobody says so, we all know deep in our hearts...
... there's always...
... that little...
...child-like glow...
...deep in our hearts...
i guess i've buried my childish little glow a very long time ago...
but... this little hope...
my little hope...
...is what brings a smile to my face before i fall into dreamless sleep....
...is what wakes me up everyday...
...is probably what holds my life in place...
---DrEaMs...HaPp|nEsS...bLeSs|nGs...LuCk...LoVe...