9:16 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
See the problem with ppl is you don't know whether you are just seeing the surface personality, emotions, etc... how do i know? cause the sickening thing is that's me too... cummon' lorz... believee me or notz... that's every single one of you readin dis, if you think it thru'. maybe you can't see it... you may think it's not true... but it is... you hardly see yourself in the mirror nowadays. just your outer "shell" not your soul. not wad's realli U. sometimes i realli just wanna be myself but then like ppl say under the circumstances i can't. it's pretty pathetic that you can't be yourself infront of other ppl... cause you care too much of wad others say and wad's on their mind. for all i know the person who is your best friend may just be the one that hates you to the core. and in the end you end up feeling bad because you think too much of wad's on other ppl's mind!!! but then again. you want to be yourself. JUST yourself. but being who you wanna be gets you no where. that's why this freaking world is full of hypocrites of all sorts. they didn't invent that word for nothing you know? there's a purpose for everything that's going on. and then it's up to you to choose what you realli wanna do. the masked man or YOU? to care so much bout wad others think and end up feelin' bad all over? no chance!