4:56 PM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
...ya ya...
...a holiday's come and gone...
...so has a year bloomed and faded away...
...nothing seems to be going my way...
...but i would be explict bout it...
...new year's here but nothing seem new about it...
...i should be happy but i'm not...
...i don't know wad i should be doing now...
school's just started again... as usual... farni.. but we've got 2 timetables... one for the odd week and another for the even... if you tell ppl that we've only got six lessons a day they say we lucky... but they don't know that 1 lesson is an hour... by the 3rd period hungry lyk siao liaoz... but then still got to finsh it then can go recess... haha... after school go band room half an hour or so then go home... wa lao... that concludes one day... wah... surely so exciting one...
nowadays need to do alot of work then i satisfied one... but no one knows why... ppl share your joy and the saying says fears and sadness too... but only me... i hardly tell anyone bout wad i'm unhappy bout... i only share joy and lend others a listening ear... i say i don't wanna open up... but i won't throw my burden at other ppl and add to their load... but got exception one lorz...
... wonder why i'm writing all this...
... don't wanna feel anymore...
... can't stand all the probs i have...
... can't breathe fresh air liaoz...
... why can't i just slp everything away...