1:00 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
It's just the second day of the Chinese New Year and here i am stuck in front of the com... expecting visitors later in the afternoon... haha... anyway... yesterday very late then come home... sian... went to my tang's house in the afternoon after visiting my relatives... lost contact one lost contact... nv go their houses lorz... this year go so little ppl's house... not complaining though... do so little visiting the feet oso hurt... haha... anyway go my cousin's house spend the afternoon there... play majong till sian liaoz... then rox ask us watch naruto... k la... lyk tat now make me stuck watching liaoz lorz... haiz... so have to go borrow/download lorz... bleah... see first time then mae me cry liaoz...(cause the chouji died...) eee.... haha.... then when all the around the same age cousins reach liaoz (got umm... mi...my sis... rox... cheryl... biao jie... qq... sq... daryl and daniel...) ... open 2 deck of tai-di... the adults oso start... lol... a bunchof gamblers.... chinese families all lyk that one la.... haha... anyway.. gtg...
11:50 PM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
...it's ten minutes to CNY...
...and i can't get to sleep no matter how many twists and turns in bed...
...so i give up...
...since so long nv blog liaoz come and have a look...
...and ya... duh update....
i mean ain't i doing that alreadi? haha... this morning go school fo CNY celebrations...ya... wore home clothes... long sleeve maroon drop shoulder top with a white flare skirt... early morning reach school go play cards and then our class super pro-ed la... we didn't know need to go parade square to assemble and take attendence... corner class dunn a single thing lorz... smiling at ourselves... when someone comes back from the tooilet and tell us the entire level in empty... surely not almost the whole clss together late one... nvm... never get scolding though... CNY ma... haha...
after the celebrations supposedly (happy chinese new year!!!! the clock struck 12... dingdong...) have section outing go bowling at east coast park there one... but then... sian... in the end organiser pang seh us... and pathetically left me, wt and mu... wad the... nvm... haha.... so go band room see go ppl wanna go or not lorz... in the end go with jingyi, karen, isabel, huimin and little brother lorz... then in the end we still got go bowling la.... but then onli got me wt steffi and later jj... i think i so extra...
oh ya... forgot to mention... we went to pizza hut (the one next to siglap shopping there one...)... the waiter dunno wad's gotten into him say give us discount then still giv us free plate of drumlets.... wow... but den we dunno how oso so we wrote him a thank u card on an envelope and gave it to him lorz... lol... wt bring one whole stack of envelopes dunno for wad one... hah....
anyway dunno why after bowling suddenly mood swing... felt so empty lyk that... totally dragged myself home in that mood lorz... i know it's my own prob la... haha... i know myself... it's lyk... dunno la... ap jiu shi le la... how come feel so unhappy all of the sudden? sian... always happy time will lyk that one spoil my own day...
feel lyk sleeping whole body already too tired to do anything liaoz... but then there's nothing i can do to shut off that dumb irritating part of the brain that doesn't want me to get to sleep... uhu... anyone up there... can anyone hear me... i wanna scream out loud but there comes all the restrictions in life... so late at night liaoz and yet you wanna disturb all your neighbours... and all that kinda stuff... and so life's lyk that? i don't believe it... well but isn't it the truth i'm seeing, hearing, feeling and breathing... wad is all this mess in life? i nv can stand messes.... but life seems lyk a complicated web which entangles and makes a mess out of everything... i seems lyk it is going to go on forever.... ar well... there's nothing i can do now can i? i'm wad you call resigned to my fate though i still control my destiny.